TRYING to be positive. Is positive realistic?

Okay, I am trying this new thing.
I am trying to not worry about whether I'll sing again. I am trying to just decide that I WILL SING AGAIN.

I'm trying that "Law of Attraction" thing from "The Secret." It is difficult for me to believe but I am TRYING because two people I love very much are really firm about it, and no, I DON'T think they're just saying it to shut me up.

I actually CAN sing pretty well right now, but the words move all over my head, left, right, diagonally up, diagonally down, moreso on exercises than on actual songs.

I know this is all because of incorrect muscle pulling. My vocal cords are 100% normal on the scopes. I also no longer get stabbing pains after singing, and the choking sensation is dying down a lot!

I am seeing this new massage therapist, Christine, who specializes in vocal massage. www.lifelightmassage.com/vmassage.html

I am hoping it will be as simple as as the muscles relax, they will, over time, automatically go back to their normal functioning.
IS THAT REALISTIC?!?!?!?!?!

I am also doing vowels with my new voice therapist, Marlene. Because my tongue base is pulling to the left, we are trying to neutralize its position back to center.